Die[t] with me.

Thursday, July 22, 2010

wednesday night
7/21/2010
11:31pm

current weight this morn: 111.7 lbs

canto do brasil

complimentary chicken liver pate + freshly baked bread

beautiful view of our "backyard"

succulent grilled shrimp skewers

clear seafood chowder teeming full of fresh red snapper, black mussels + clams

feijoada completa

sunday night dinner

st. clement 2007 merlot

bbq pork scrambled with sugar snap peas, carrots, onions + fragrant sauteed garlic

ripe tomatoes with scrambled eggs, onions + tart ketchup

aya's birthday dinner @ eiji

sashimi platter [sake, maguro, shimo aji, hamachi]

shiromaguro

freshly prepared oboro tofu

giant strawberry mochi

dessert @ creations

mango sago with extra mango

like i said before and again, life is beautiful so treat yourself to something devilishly sweet!

Saturday, July 17, 2010

gaining momentum

saturday afternoon

7/17/2010

12:25pm

after seeing the colossal weight gain on my scale the morning before, i dieted furiously and worked out for the last two days.

i finally have my pre-menstrual body back!

well, not completely but i feel normal again[and only 1 pound heavier than usual, no biggie].

...

i'm determined to remain on track throughout this weekend and beyond. these next 2 days will be the first of many hurdles before my bikini filled trip.

got. to. stay. on. track.

Friday, July 16, 2010

state of denial

friday morning

7/16/2010

8:21am

current state: crazed.

in 2 weeks, i'm due for a relaxing albeit adventurously daring vacation in costa rica and i am eons away from being bikini bod ready for my 6 day trip under the costa rican sun.

must defy everything tasty beginning today.

aunt flo has blown me all out of wack and having me reach for the the insanely salty and sugary sweet snacks which i haven't been able to put down and it has directly attributed to my current bloated state.

ah.

so annoyed.

Thursday, July 15, 2010

one day you're out, the next you're in

thursday morning

7/15/2010

8:21am

days of zero results shown on the scale has forced me to happily resume my no carb diet. once again, carbs are out and sugar is in.

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

dreams do turn into reality, eventually.

wednesday night

7/14/2010

9:49pm

as a tribute to those inspiring individuals who not only set seemingly unattainable goals yet surpasses every obstacle given with flying colors, i have decided to begin my arduously lengthy self-training for the 2011 bay to breakers.

i started today.

i lasted no more than 20 minutes, jogging steadily upwards on van ness feeling as though my tiny lungs would burst inevitably with every step.

it's a start, albeit, a infinitesimal one but haven't you heard the story about the tortoise?

"slow and steady, wins the race"

delicious mistakes are often meant to be made

if mistakes are often meant to be made, then the biggest mistake would be completely eliminating refined sugars and reintroducing "carbs" back into this holy temple.

wednesday morning
7/14/2010
8:07am

current weight: 114.1

although i may be utterly despondent due to my newly risen weight, my weekends and gratified tummy says otherwise.

tanpopo's karamisu chashu ramen